My love

For as I awoke
In the morning divine,
I saw all of your beauty
In the bright sunshine

Unaware I sprang into love
Inside a great happiness grew
In the mirror, was a smile
that I never knew...

At the beach with bubbly,
you laughed at my jokes
...soaking up the sun
with some "handsome folks"

As the sun met the water
I still in your arms so safe
Even in the rockiest of waves,
We will make it through - I have faith

My love is not written in the sand
for the waves to wash away,
It is written in my heart to stand
all the difficulty that comes our way.

My broken sleep - oh love is the cause
digs at me deep with sharpened claws.
You live in my heart and even when I cry,
I love you forever...Til the day I die.

Our love as a novel may be not rosy in close of every chapter,
But trust the end will read:
                         ..."And they lived Happily Everafter."

you

you are the last drink I never should have drunk
you are the body hidden in the trunk
you are the habit I can't seem to kick
you are my secrets on the front page every week

you are the car I never should have bought
the train I never should have caught
you are the hurt that makes me hide my face
you are  the party that makes me feel my age

Like a bird that never learned to fly,
you swallowed me in and left me here to die
you're the code I never learned break
you are the poison that  makes my body ache

you are the soup that just got too cold
you are the hand that causes me to fold
like the poem that never quite rhymed
you are the lost one that no one ever should find

If you are going to do it, don't worry.
If you are going to worry, don't do it.

Great what?

at sushi bar when guy with 4 cell phones and hair bigger and longer than Janet Jackson's back in the day, saddles up to the  bar with a big entrance.  He throws all the phones on the bar and is talking loudly using a blue tooth. Sushi chefs totally annoyed. Patrons totally annoyed. My comic friend and I totally annoyed.....

We ignore and continue our conversation about going on tour and which gigs are good.....discussing accomodations etc.  Big hair rocker guys pipes in:  "Yeah....I was on tour back in the day.  I replaced the musician who fried in that Great White concert fire.  We tour to the south and would always smell the pillows and could tell if a N@##%*S had been there." ...Everyone stopped eating and looked at the moron who was obviously stuck in 1952.....he then continued with:  "I think we even became more popular after the fire."  Still no response by anyone at the bar, just embarrassment silence for him.  So I spoke up::  "Wow, what a way to go....not the burning to death thing, but at a Great White concert?:"  Check please!.

I wonder

If you would be proud

if you would have done things differently

had you seen their sad eyes

would have  you  stayed longer.if you had the choice.

and made things right or at least tried.

I wonder if you ever found peace or ever desired it.

Or are these hopeless thoughts as your spirit is gone.

or is it? Or is it you who keeps me

I wonder if it is you I feel

maybe it is your way of making right or

my way of it making sense

I wonder if you were here, would I be as good

or would I be just as bad.

I wonder if its you who saved me.

or if its you who tempts me

I wonder if I will ever be able to stop

I wonder if you would have shown me how.

....or maybe it was you who made it start

He said it all happened just as it should have

and he was glad of that...but no one believed him

and he didn't believe it either.

and that's why now he is gone too.

and I wonder if he regrets or would do things differently,

or ever found peace or ever desired it.

A Favor....

Why is it when someone asks a favor and you say "no". they get angry.  If you're gonna ask, be prepared for to not be granted. Plus, some people give to many favors.  Do me a favor.  Can I ask a favor?  Sure, but chances are I'm gonna say no.  I met favor quota today.

Gonna go film a cooking show.  I am making peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. I should have chosen toast.  And I gotta go find a chef's hat.  Maybe a restaurant would do me a favor and let me borrow one. Really not necessary. Cut off stockingw would work. I wonder if hosiery will ever make a comeback.  Hose.  Panty hose used to be a staple in a lot of womens' attire. I wonder if anyone reading this is as bored as I am right now.

Last night I performed in a stand up show which was followed by stripper karoake.Yes strippers swung on a pole while I sang "Can't Take My Eyes Off of You"....which was not awkward at all.  Ahem! Then a homeless man came in with a bedroll and smelled like grandmas bathroom but had nice shoes.....which begged the question: Is this your first day being homeless? Everyone has a first day at something.   Do me a favor, don't be to harsh....and stay tuned the blogs may get better.